anesthesiology

anesthesiology is an exhausting department especially when you enter it during the fasting month. i barely have time to read, write, watch movies and all other good stuffs. all i do after i'm home is trying to make up the time i lost to sleep. and then get up just to go all over again.

but then, i realize sumthing. this is the path that i've chosen. the road that i've taken. so it's just a tip of the consequences that i have to bear.

we are what we choose to be, right? so if i choose to be a doctor it means i choose to dedicate my life to save lives, cure diseases, raise quality of life and bring smile to people (sasah....). dan satu lagi, menurut saya, dokter memberikan lebih banyak pilihan kepada pasien berkaitan dengan hidup dan penyakitnya.

i've chosen to be a doctor, whatever path i must go through, i will make it through.

tapi gak terasa juga, dengan selamat sentosa saya udah masuk minggu ke-3. well, terasa sih, terutama bangun pagi2nya padahal masih pengen banget meluk bantal :D. minggu ke-2 kemaren berjalan lebih santai mungkin karena udah cukup tau seluk-beluknya, tapi teteup masih kurang waktu buat baca, nulis dan nonton tv ato film and all other good stuffs. bukan karena terlalu capek, tapi karena ada status yang harus dibuat dan bahan anestesi yang harus dilalap habis (isunya saya ujian minggu ke-3 sm dr. wahyudi, span).

anyway, hari pertama minggu ke-3 di LB cukup nyante, karena residen-nya sule, supervisor-nya dr. wahyudi nyante dan agak2 cuek, bisa dateng agak siangan. trus ada boncel, and several other good residents di obgyn, residen bedahnya dr. iwan sm dr. ari yang orangnya asyik dan isunya lagi sy ujian sm dr. wahyudi hari kamis nanti.

kembali ke pembicaraan 'berat' di atas. so, hmm...saya percaya klo we grew up not to be everything we dreamt when we were little, if so, there would be many doctors, astronouts, ballerinas, fire fighters and cowboys! but no! we grew up to become the best in everything that we can do. kita jadi dewasa untuk menjadi yang terbaik yang bisa kita lakukan!

well, i better catch up with my readings then.

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