the crime of time
so many memories i don't want to forget. i wish i had dumbledore's pensieve, so i can extract certain memories and keep them safe. prevent them from dissapearing from my mind over time. and so, i'd be able to re-live them anytimei want and i won't have to worry if my memory fades away.
i am afraid that i will lose precious memories.
i'm afraid i'll forget my mother. her face. the way she smiles. her scent. her voice when reciting Al Qur'an. her laugh. her whole being.
i'm afraid i'll forget my brother. the way he looks. his smile. his voice. his way of protecting me and my sister.i'm afraid i'll forget many wonderful things in my past.
i wish memories don't have to fade away.